Follow Up

So, I have officially stopped bleeding.  Finally.  I went through a month of bleeding, then not, bleeding, then not (and I am talking about bleeding post passing of the baby).  It really drags the whole miscarriage on and on.  Like putting a band-aid on and then ripping it off again repeatedly on a fresh wound.  I had a follow-up appointment with the doctor last week, and he said that it was most likely due to remaining pregnancy hormones, as I had no infection, which is really good.

So now, I finally feel a little sense of relief, in a weird way, now that the bleeding is over.

And I am doing really well.  I have been praying for Grace to accept God's Will, and He has really come through for me.  Of course I have rough days, emotional times.  But overall, I have to say, He has given me the Grace to be very strong, and I think I have dealt with this miscarriage in a much stronger way than the previous two.  I am ever so thankful for that, because it is so hard sometimes.  Our God is so amazing, and I feel so unworthy, but so very grateful for His love.